wow... i haven't done a journal in a long time... then again i haven't done deviant in a long time.

so... I'm just really supper POed about this but apparently I'm Anemic.


Anemic is when you have too low of blood cells in your body. As you all know red blood cells are kiiind of important. kind of. From being anemic you become: depressed, stop eating, body doesn't function properly, lack of sleep, disorientation and all around a shitty attitude about life. God knows I haven't slept more than an 2 hours in the past 3 months and i feel like i'm about to drop dead after school, work, and tutoring. And then i have homework so im not allowed to drop dead.
I'm starting to envy the dead.


so one thing that i really care about and i mean really love is animal rights. Besides donating money and going to conventions I'm also a vegetarian. Well, apparently my vegetarianism is hurting me. Because I'm anemic i have to eat A LOT of iron or something... and with a "loss of appetite" I go full days without eating and then the next day only eating a slim fast bar. So, my hair started falling out and now because of a certain part of my body not functioning properly (sorry boys you may want to plug your ears) I only get my period for 3 days every 3 months. So... if I have to start eating meat or else I wont be able to have kids and I'm going to continue to hate life.

Cool. Congratulations universe, you win.

I don't want to sound like my life is just awful or anything. I hate people who preach about pain and really they need to go and live in a third world country and then see what happens.


I was just very, very ticked.
kthnxbye!